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Since I had made up my mind to compile the ‘Five Spiritualities’ book, I was besieged with insurmountable suffering that I was always exhausted and couldn’t even keep my eyes open. I collapsed in total exhaustion beset with indescribable hardships by the time I completed the book. I almost died on several occasions while working on it. The pain intensified to an unbearable level, rendering my body impossible to work. So, I went for a medical check-up.
To everyone’s surprise, my potassium level was 12.5 (normal level: 3.5-5), which is seen in a dead human body. My oxygen saturation dropped to 82% (normal range: 95-100%). The autonomic nervous system that controls all the organs of my body was dysfunctional too. I was at my worst state of health.
Furthermore, I developed heart failure, asthma, and other symptoms. My anus became excessively protruded, and the skin on my private parts were peeled off, torn, and bled (in reparation for the sins of obscenity and homosexuality committed by others), making it extremely difficult to move my body even a little.
Moreover, my body temperature dropped to 22.3 degrees Celsius, which was medically impossible to explain. In the meanwhile, Satan and the devils continued to attack me in indescribable ways.
While preparing for November’s First Saturday Prayer meeting, severe pain continued. I offered up the horrible aches from my ripped private parts and from my torn bleeding anus, in reparation for the sins of obscenity, abortion, and homosexuality committed by others. But my heart was filled with joy, believing that the pilgrims who came to Naju would repent and be healed through my suffering. How happy I was!
During the First Saturday prayer meeting on Nov, 4, I was deluged with so much pain that I received the anointing for the sick in the anteroom. As I was ready to walk out of the room to give a talk to the pilgrims, I felt an excruciating chest pain from heart attack. Immediately, I had difficulty breathing; I felt like I was about to die. But I turned it into a prayer, ‘Lord, please heal the pilgrims who are suffering from severe heart disease (through my sufferings) today!’ I took nitroglycerin to relieve my chest pain by dissolving it under my tongue and proceeded to the stage, praying, ‘Lord! I completely offer myself to You whether I die or live as I am Yours!’
I was semiconscious due to excruciating pain and felt like passing out. Nevertheless, as soon as the drug under my tongue melted, I commenced speaking to the pilgrims with all my might. After finishing the talk, I got a severe pounding headache, as if it was about to explode anytime. So, I received the anointing the second time. However, my body felt like it was disintegrating due to pain, so the priest anointed me again.
Around 3 A.M., I cried out to the Lord from the depths of my heart, ‘O my Love, my Beloved! My Everything! Now, I feel like I am going to die soon, but I willingly offer all these countless pains that I suffered since the Book of 『The Five Spiritualities』 was set to be compiled. Therefore, please grant the grace of repentance to your children who are gathered here today. This is the Month of Souls in Purgatory. Could you send the souls of those who are related to the pilgrims to Heaven – especially the ones in the purgatory, for whom the pilgrims are praying for? If so, I will make reparations for all of them, instead.’
At that moment, Jesus, wearing a white mantle, came to my side with a benevolent look. I tried to stand up in amazement, but fell; Jesus looked at me with kind eyes and said,
Jesus showed me the countless graves, and I saw black sticks erected beside the graves. Then He said to me:
I blew my breath energetically towards the countless graves. Then all the black sticks erected beside the graves disappeared, instead, bright crosses appeared. At that moment, Jesus lifted up His hands and gave a blessing toward the graves, saying,
As soon as I replied, those numerous tombs opened again, and a great number of souls emerged from their tombs. I broke into exclamation enraptured by the scene. They were going up to Heaven like white butterflies, escorted by angels. They were too many to count.
Only after I met Jesus, I could come to my consciousness and was able to meet pilgrims at the meeting time and shared the love of God with all of them.
The pains that Julia Kim suffered while she was writing the messages.
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